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Never going to fucking understand....-.- [Aug. 30th, 2012|11:49 pm]
Kitika
[Temperment |confusedconfused]
[Noise |rammstein-sonne]

I miss you, and I can't stand you at the same time anymore! You drive me crazy, when you act like you don't give two craps about me. I ahte the fact that you seem to be more interested in hanging out with your ex than talking to me. I dont' like the feeling that I have right now, and feeling like I'm being ignored by the one person who says they love me and want to be with me...well lets just say that doesn't help your cause. I know my rant is short, but my head hurts, so I'm going to step down for the moment.
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(no subject) [Aug. 9th, 2012|04:15 pm]
Kitika
[Temperment |crushedcrushed]

Ugh...life and thoughts and such crap piss me off horridly. Family really pisses me off right now, and I'm tried of being tired. Being told I don't do shit, I'm not good enough. That I'm more of a hinderence than anything. Anyways...how does one deal with being told that if somethign else comes up they'd get left for the next best thing? Does that mean that they really didn't love you int first place? Was it all a lie? Or do they really love you, but are way too fucked up to understand that they care about you, or are afriad of what might happen if they stick it out?
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Quiet Time [Oct. 17th, 2005|02:15 pm]
Kitika
[Temperment |hopefulhopeful]
[Noise |Lost in Wonder-Once Again]

Yeah I know, so many different faces and junk on this journal, and yeah, you prpbably think I'm a hypocrit. And guess what? Maybe I am, but honestly, I'm happy right now, and don't care. I want to change, I want to be closer to God. I'm beginning to notice that there's to many things that the world can't answer for me. Nor does the world have what I want. Granted, the world knows how to have fun, but you know what, so do I! I think it's time for me to take a step towards something that I want to do, instead of letting people tell me what I need to do. I don't have a passion for the things that my parents want me to do. I want to be in drama, or write a book, or write poetry, draw, or be in a band. That's where my passion lies. It always has, and I don't see that changing in the near future. So if anyone out theres reads this, and knows anything about FUSION, or Masters Commission, please let know, ok!?
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People Suck! [Oct. 2nd, 2005|08:58 pm]
Kitika
[Temperment |crushedcrushed]

So I was supposed to see Josh tomorrow, but I have to take dad to the doctors, I forgot


http://members.rogers.com/lim.jennifer/dark.jpg
In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)


What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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(no subject) [Aug. 11th, 2005|09:01 pm]
Kitika
HASH(0x8f8a534)
your the angel of death and sorrow your evil and
know it your strong but do everything wrong.
its a known fact but you do protect and cherish
those close to you


What Kind of angel are you?(pics)
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vampgirl
You are a creature of the night. a Vampire!
CONGRATULATIONS! you rock! you lirk in the
night protected by the dark!
become what you are--->
http://quiz.ravenblack.net/blood.pl?biter=Genivie



are you a vampire or a angle?!
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Dead Leaves
Believe it or not, dead leaves resemble saddness
(and of course it can be counted as a flower!
hmph!). But you've been hurt and probably have
been injured in some mental

way that leaves sadness behind in your heart. But
thinking everything over, you have to realize
the world isn't that bad. There's a time where
everyone's felt the same way, but you have to

be strong and forget about it. Lift your head up
and smile.


What kind of flower do you resemble? (for girls w/ anime pics!)
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Darkness. You can control the dark and evil. You
love darkness!


What is your Spiritual Power? (Girls only!!)
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bikini
Your bikini...your just right not to sluty not to
boring the world needs more people like you


Whats your Underwear Type?
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(no subject) [Aug. 7th, 2005|11:10 pm]
Kitika
[Temperment |tiredtired]
[Noise |Gwen Stefani-The Real Thing]

Your Guardian Animal Spirit is the Dragon.
Mysterious, secretive, and has many hidden
abilities. Looking for a new adventure however
far you roam, the great dragon searched for a
new day.


What is your Guardian Animal Spirit?
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Your Second Guardian Animal Spirit is the Python.
Powerful, devious, and could be anywhere at
anytime.


What is your Guardian Animal Spirit? Part Two
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Your Third and Geoskyte Guardian Animal Spirt is
the Sea Wolf. Aquatic loyalty, swift and wise.
Follower of wind, memory, and heart.


What is your Guardian Animal Spirit? Part Three
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Your Guardian Animal Spirit has a Midnight Blue
heart. Expressive, wild, and a bit of a
troublemaker. True Passion? Follows the next
path, and always awaits for the next adventure.


What is Your Guardian Animal Spirit? Part Four
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Your Guardian Animal Spirit is on the edge of
death. Your spirit shows a gothic-style
personality, along with misunderstood and
unknown thoughts. Great lights and scars
control your every move, no matter how hard you
try to listen to your heart. Which side are you
on? Good or evil?


What is your Guardian Animal Spirit? Part Five
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You've been born under the flame of a firebender.
Your people have the ability to create flames
from the palm of their hands and can bend any
ordinary fire.


What element can you bend?
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The Killer

You are the one who runs around killing everyone.
Without you, the movie wouldn't be made. Well,
goodluck with what u do.


What is ur roll in a horror story?
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HONESTLY I'M NOT THAT EVIL!!! ^_^

So anyways, I got judged today, by something that I want to do, granted I'm still going to do it, but I mean who does he think he is, judging me!? I mean he's like a nobody to me, sad to say, but he has no clout and he thinks he does, which is sometimes kinda funny to sit back and watch, ya know? I'm not really in the mood to get into all the details, but I promise I will as soon as I have time again, ok?
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More Randomness From Me Once Again! ^_^ [Aug. 6th, 2005|03:24 pm]
Kitika
[Temperment |bouncybouncy]
[Noise |Gwen Stefani-Bubble Pop Electric]

HASH(0x8bd6d6c)
People see you as Truly Dark. Congradulations. Your
are dark by nature and not just because it's
cool. Dark people are not always loners but
definatly not the center of attention either.
Many people are the dark are like the shadows
and can conform into any shape they need to be.
But the dark can't be hidden forever. It's
often only a matter of time untill you tire of
the charade and show your darkness. Thus how
those in the dark remian solitary. Being dark
does not always mean your gloomy, you are
probably just artistic. Whether is be in the
drawing, music,painting, or singing. If you can
find a friend who shares your twisted ideals or
is willing to brave the iceiness of your world,
hang on to them for how rare it is to find a
light in the dark.


What Do People Truly See You As? (lots of outcomes and stunning pictures)
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HASH(0x8c930bc)
leiko


Which Japanese name suits you right? (5 outcomes and cute anime pictures)GIRLS ONLY
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HASH(0x8e9ed28)
Death makes your heartbeat. Just like how death
makes your heat beat (which is in it's self a
contridiction)so are you a contridiction. Why
do you wander so? Perhaps even you don't
know...


What Makes Your Heartbeat?
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HASH(0x8ca8884)
Your soul contains loneliness. You are alone and
unhappy because of it. Now being alone doesn't
bother you, like it does some people, it's just
that no one seems to care that you are alone.
But this is America! It's over-crowded, and
more people are coming every day so it will be
hard for you to be alone for a long time...


What does your soul contain? (lots of pics and lots of outcomes)
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HASH(0x858b8c4)
The Goddess of Ice and Hope. You are a creative
wonder. Always calm and collected, you hold the
awe of many people and you are exceptionally
logical. You are an inspirational beauty.


Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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Katana
Your personality is best represented by the
traditional Japanese Katana. You are brave
beyond words and rarely (if ever) act for your
own personal gain. Your honor is very
important to you, and you strive to better
yourself and help others. You try not to let
emotions get in the way of making a sound
decision, and are usually quite successful.


What sort of Weapon best Represents your Personality? (anime pics!)
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This is it for now, but I'll be back shortly to finish Th writing and junk....
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(no subject) [Jun. 30th, 2005|08:42 pm]
Kitika
So I'm not sure If I've taken this quiz or not, but oh well, get over it.!!!

Depressed
Your connection with darkness is through your
depression. Hated, sad and often feeling
lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the
real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away
from the world since you don't want to be hurt
and betrayed again. Music gives you the
understanding you need to get through, it's
your "therapy". Or you express
yourself through art or writing. Chances are
you're also an anti-social person, who only
likes being with close friends, if even that.
The world has finally showed it's true face for
you and you wish life wasn't this miserable to
live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in
the future, but right now you're just hiding
away from the world. Who needs people anyway?


What is your connection with darkness? (pics)
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Mystery
E:

Your Beauty lies
in Mystery. Captivating, mysterious and alone. You
are the girl in the little
black number that no one seems to know, the eternal
mystery girl. You make it a
point to never let anyone know more about you than
you want them to and do a
very good job of it. You're there one minute and
gone the next leaving them in
wonder of who you really are. A mature and normally
calm individual, quiet and
enjoy spending many hours of the day on your own,
most likely preferring night
to day . You love the dark and some may find you a
bit strange. You seem to be
rather distant and cold making hard for people to
get close to you, though you
probably like the distance they usually keep. You
probably wear make-up, but
concentrate more around your eyes than anything.
You know the effect you have
and enjoy keeping people in wonder.



Some Things
That Represent You:



Element:
Dark, Water Animal: Panther Color:
Black, Maroon, Dark
Tones Song: In The Shadows by The Rasmus
Expression:
Sly Smile



Gemstone:
Black Diamond Mythological Creature: Demon,
Vampire Planet: Venus
Hair Color: Black Eye Color:
Garnet



Quote:
"In the shadows for all time."




Where Does Your Beauty Lie? ..::Original Pictures Are Back! Detailed Results::..
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~*~Result nr 10~*~


Your power is: Time Control


Explanation: You have the ability to
freeze, push forward or go back in time. In
good purposes it is used to prevent bad deeds,
and the opposite for evil purposes.
As a person your emotional level has been on
hold. For one reason or another emotions has
reduced and now you aren't so full of life. And
of course, this does not sadden you since you
could care less. Sometimes though you can be
hit by emotioal waves inside but you block it
all out. You don't search for something that
could make you happy since you have no hope in
that area any longer. People probably see you
as annoying because you're not involved and
just stand there. You probably don't have that
many friends either, and you feel like you are
with them because that's what you normally do.
You stick to your habits and don't appreciate
changes.
Negative aspects: One day all emotions
are gonna surface again, and that day will be
very painful. Instead it is more wise to start
up the emotional level bit by bit, so it won't
come as a big chock.




What Power is Compatible With You?
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fire
You are the fairy of Fire! You are quite strong and
powerful, people look up to you greatly and
often seek your protection. You have the
ability to gain many friends. Not everyone is
capable of leadership but you certainly have
the willpower and flare to do it. Please rate
if you want to, it's just i spent ages making
this quiz.


Which fluttering fairy are you? (gorgeous pics!)
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Random Insanity [Jun. 9th, 2005|07:48 pm]
Kitika
[Temperment |crushedcrushed]

Shadow
Your element is Shadow: Indifferent, unusual,
gentle and a complete mystery. No one tends to
know quite what to think of you because you
camouflage your emotions so incredibly well,
almost as well as your thoughts. You are
unpredictable in that no one knows exactly what
your going to do or what your capable of and
you've made sure they never will. You are quite
the wallflower but deep down inside is a kind
and very intelligent person. You are capable of
love but unless you let some light into your
shadowed life you'll have a hard time with your
relationships. People are a mystery only
because they all seem too superficial, you
would rather be somewhere else, away from all
the noise perhaps putting your feelings into a
form of art, maybe writing your feelings into a
poem or journal, or perhaps painting a picture.
The shadows make you feel comfortable and you
don't like to step outside your comfort zone or
let anyone else in, the spotlight terrifies
you. You are truly a mystery.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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lonely
You are a dark girl. You have a really quiet and
really a i dont' care attitude. You like to be
alone and that is what you enjoy. You don't
like to be around others and you'd rather be
away from here. You have a get away from me
look and others find you bitchy and
self-rigious. You'd rather read than be at a
fair but that's ok because that's who you are.


Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
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of
You are the Spirit of Sadness. Deep pain and sorrow
lie within you, betrayal, jealousy and
rejection rule your life. You cannot make
friends as you are too scared at the prospect
of being hurt again and you can't take that
risk. You wish more than anything to have a
steady person there who loves you
unconditionally but you are too scared to find
them.


Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
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Darkness element
Your element is Darkness. You are the truly evil
one with a black heart and no soul. People
avoid you since you cause so much trouble and
enjoy seeing others in pain. You would like
nothing more than to rule this earth and be
hailed by all. Everyone is annoying and stupid
anyway and are a waste of oxygen. You are
probably a cast-away from society and family
and have had a tough life where you learned to
live the hard way. Now you want revenge on your
pain and can no longer feel love nor care. You
do not wish to befriend anyone and you
certainly do not wish to be in love. As a
student of having learnt everything the hard
way, you tend to be manipulative when you want
something for yourself. In your head there is
only you that matters, and why shouldn't it? No
one cares about you so why should you? In
school you probably ditch classes and go
somewhere else instead of sitting in a
classroom. It is not that you are stupid,
because you're probably very smart, but
everyone annoy you. And having to sit in the
same room, breathing the same air as your
enemies is not desired by you. Rate and
message!


What is your element? [with pics + 7 outcomes + detailed answeres!]
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So I'm going to guess that I'm in a dark mood lately or something, right?
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Confused in My Head [May. 31st, 2005|05:45 pm]
Kitika
[Temperment |numbnumb]
[Noise |The Cure- Burn]

So I'm thinking about moving. Yeah, me move, scary I know, but I need to get out of here. My limit is close to being cracked, or I'm close to being poermanently broken. I don't want to be broken, I don't want to be some lifeless shell that does whatever I'm told to be doing, ya know? I don't mind being told what to do, but I don't like doing it, then being told that I did a really shitty job on something I worked my butt off for! Sorry, just not my cup of tea! I'm not sure if I'm actually going to move, but I'm not goig to forget about it either. I know that if I don't do something drastic soon, well I mean leave here, I'm going to stuck in this little town forever. Anyway's I'm done for now!
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